OOC: I just want to say that I have no idea what to do with my Chazz. I want to use him more, but I lack ideas. What do? :C
Chazz is strategizing again.
It has been awhile since Chazz worked on his deck, so he decided it was time to do that. He has all his cards spread out on the grass outside. Being in his room all day can get tiresome after all. “If I put this card here, I can make such and such combo, but then that conflicts with the other combo I just made.” Chazz mutters to himself. Decks need to constantly be improved and worked on in order for a duelist to make the most of all his duels.
“Oh, wait a second. I can definitely do this.” He makes another combo that should work if he plays his cards right and the Chazz rarely messes up. Ever. His current new combos should be enough for now, so he puts his cards up and picks up his bag to head back to his room. After he drops off his cards, it’s time for him to grab a bite to eat. It feels like forever since he last ate, or at least his stomach thinks so. Chazz could have sworn he ate just five hours ago.
“Quit glaring kid. It looks ridiculous” His glare was just like Manjoume’s but there was no way he was going to give Chazz a break. He had the other Chazz to deal with and he appreciated his company at times but..he wasn’t messing with his emotions anymore and having another one of him wasn’t exactly helpful for that purpose. “I think there’s enough of me with Chazz and I around so you are free to leave now” He was trying to be nice but he was just to blind with hatred “Why can’t he just..why can I just leave me..him..whoever alone to their own thoughts?!” he thought, almost desperately. He sighed, irritated by the whole situation and said on a bitter tone “Or at least don’t cross me again. I have enough trouble as it is.”
“Just tell me your schedule and I’ll do everything in my power to make sure I’m never around you again.” Chazz is rather irritated with the way he’s being treated. If he believed in karma, it would be like karma dropped in to mirror his personality in a way that would get on his nerves. He is not going to leave just because he is ordered to. As soon as he hears about Manjoume’s schedule, or perhaps refusal to share it at all, he will just walk away. This interaction does not have to be a long one and he has more important things to do than argue with himself. Perhaps he can just walk through the forest on this island. That would give him a chance for some much needed peace that he can’t have in the presence of other people.
Manjoume was walking as he had done the habit to do when his head was too confused and filled with the nonsense that is feelings. Everything seemed to conspire to make him feel bad. He never felt bad. Not regret, sadness, anything.
Lost in his thoughts, he almost knocked down his other other self. “Huh, see where you are walking! Oh, it’s you. Why are you back?”
“Apologize to me when you…oh, I didn’t expect to see you here.” Chazz crosses his arms, looks at Manjoume, and glares. “I’m back here because this academy is obviously my home.” It seems that he isn’t going to have such a peaceful walk after all. His other self isn’t exactly accepting of his existence. No, neither of them wants to accept the other. Will they ever be able to get along? Somehow, this Chazz doubts that. There’s no chance he can confide in anyone, not even himself, about how he’s feeling, so he will just have to hope he can get over whatever is bothering him quickly.
Chazz tries to recall the last time he left his room for anything but food and something to drink. It seems he hasn’t been himself lately, and as a result he’s starting to worry about the possibility he has fallen into a pit of depression. How can that be even half-way plausible? Honestly, he is The Chazz. The Chazz does not get depressed. He has duels to win and people to beat. What reason does he have to be depressed when he is such a great and amazing person? Could it be that he’s growing…soft? Does he miss someone perhaps? No. There isn’t one person that comes to mind when he asks himself that question. Forget it, he tells himself. A walk around campus should do the trick and make him feel a lot better. He opens his door and walks out, locking it behind him.
OOC: I’m putting this account on a hiatus until further notice, meaning I won’t be posting on this account for awhile (unless there’s a miracle of some sort).
Direct all questions about my situation to my personal. I doubt I will get any questions, but just so you guys know I’m willing to share this kind of information.
OOC: I haven’t been on, because Chazz muse is currently not working.
I’m planning to re-watch GX soon. I don’t know whether to watch the dub or the sub. I hate all the openings and endings for GX and the dub opening is even worse. I think the budget made more room for character development and less room for quality music. That or I’m just too picky with my music. Possibly both. Regardless, I’ll be back when my Chazz muse quits being a brat.
